Well today has been an awful, awful day… I haven’t felt this down in a long time :( I haven’t seen my bf in a week or so, he rarely txts me anymore and if he does txt me, it’s because I txt him first. Quite frankly I don’t know what’s going on with us. I don’t know if I should be mad, upset or sad. Yesterday he wanted to see me but my brother was in town for the weekend. I didn’t want to leave on the last day of my brother’s visit. I don’t think I’m needy at all- I mean a simple txt would be enough for me. When I do get to see him it’s mostly just a brief visit and usually at nights :/ We always talk about about doing many different things, but we never get to do them. Out of the two of us I’ve made the biggest sacrifice in this relationship, and that’s fine I don’t mind being the one who has given more to this relationship but I would least love some sort of feedback from him. I don’t want to lose him but at the same time I hate feeling this way and I’m almost sure it’s not healthy so I really don’t know what’s going to happen. I hope that things get better but I’m also preparing myself for the worst.